Post by Deleted on Jan 23, 2013 21:07:03 GMT -7
Selene was sitting in the kitchen at home with a cup of tea in her hands, Willow was down for a nap and Dimitri, the puppy, was sleeping in her room. She was drained again, she was pushing herself to hard and she knew that and maybe, she just needed a break from everything but her family and maybe Airous was right, she shouldn't push herself to hard and back off on something. She just felt so tired and everything was getting to her now and that was the problem though she didn't want to tell Airous that something was troubling her or that she was drained.
She got up with her tea and moved to Willows room and sat down in the rocking chair, dimitri looked up when she came into the room but laid his head down. Eventually she, without intention fell asleep. She most likely needed the time to take the nap when Willow was to catch up on some of the sleep she had been not getting at night from nightmares that kept appearing in her mind at night. Each night seemed to get worse and that was why she felt so tired cause she wouldn't sleep at night but she hoped that she would be up before Airous got home, she wanted to make sure she had dinner ready so that they could spend the night together.
It was dark, to dark, she couldn't see anything but her own two feet for it was like a deep dark casem, a black hole to a point. That's when she heard the screams, there were always screams, several at once and they kept getting worse and there was no way she could identify each scream.
'They are all going to die. You can't save them all Selene, no matter how hard you try there is no way you can save everyone from me.' said the voice of someone female.
"I am going to try. I may not be able to but I am going to try to save them!" she yelled back and started running to try to save some of them.
She ran and kept stumbling on the ground, the ground was so uneven that it was hard to keep running forward. She really didn't know what or where she was running to but she had to try to save someone so she didn't fail. As she stumbled again she fell and thats when the light changed to a dull light and when she turned to look where she stumbled she saw something to her horror. Her aunt, Riley, Sky, Nera, Sirius, Eclipse, and everyone she loved were around her, dead and mutilated, it was like a horror film. Though the only two people she didn't see were Airous and Willow, she had to find them, before it was to late, before this would happen to them just like everyone else she loved, she was not going to let this happen to them.
'I told you, you can't save everyone no matter how hard you try, for everyone you love will parish and you will be left alone to suffer and you will blame yourself for each tragic ending.' the voice said again.
"I will change this, nothing is ever set in stone. I will change the outcome I will change the ending, I will not let you win this one." she said back pushing herself to her feet and started running again with a new purpose in mind and that was to change and to find a way to save Airous and Willow.
'Selene!' came the one voice she wanted to hear and she turned to see them, both of them walking towards her and she ran up to them, but she didn't reach them in time as something out of the blue hit them and both of them were dead. She ran over held both in her arms crying, she failed again.
'I told you, you will fail this and you will always blame yourself for this.' came the voice once more.
Thats when she woke up with a start and a whimpering could be heard from Dimitri and she looked down to see him nudging her to wake up, her glass had fallen from where she had it and she sighed. She bent down and ruffled his head gently and smiled lightly, thankfully Willow was still asleep in her crib.
"I am alright Dimitri, I promise that though just very tired and stressed but then again, things are just getting in the way, now I know how Airous felt." she said to Dimitri and she waved her wand and her glass fixed itself and the tea went back into the glass though she would have to dump it out now.
"I think its time for dinner don't you Dimitri?" she asked the puppy which had grown since they had bought him and she went to the kitchen preparing dinner which consisted of: baked potatoes, Rice, mixed vegetables, and a roast that had onions on it for flavor and carrots with it.
Thats when she heard the tapping of the owl on the window and she opened it letting it come in to warm up and paid and took the paper and let it go. She always got the paper daily for any news especially considering her family, though she hated many of them, she just wanted to keep tabs on them all. She would have to wait to read the paper when Airous got home.
She got up with her tea and moved to Willows room and sat down in the rocking chair, dimitri looked up when she came into the room but laid his head down. Eventually she, without intention fell asleep. She most likely needed the time to take the nap when Willow was to catch up on some of the sleep she had been not getting at night from nightmares that kept appearing in her mind at night. Each night seemed to get worse and that was why she felt so tired cause she wouldn't sleep at night but she hoped that she would be up before Airous got home, she wanted to make sure she had dinner ready so that they could spend the night together.
***Nightmare***
It was dark, to dark, she couldn't see anything but her own two feet for it was like a deep dark casem, a black hole to a point. That's when she heard the screams, there were always screams, several at once and they kept getting worse and there was no way she could identify each scream.
'They are all going to die. You can't save them all Selene, no matter how hard you try there is no way you can save everyone from me.' said the voice of someone female.
"I am going to try. I may not be able to but I am going to try to save them!" she yelled back and started running to try to save some of them.
She ran and kept stumbling on the ground, the ground was so uneven that it was hard to keep running forward. She really didn't know what or where she was running to but she had to try to save someone so she didn't fail. As she stumbled again she fell and thats when the light changed to a dull light and when she turned to look where she stumbled she saw something to her horror. Her aunt, Riley, Sky, Nera, Sirius, Eclipse, and everyone she loved were around her, dead and mutilated, it was like a horror film. Though the only two people she didn't see were Airous and Willow, she had to find them, before it was to late, before this would happen to them just like everyone else she loved, she was not going to let this happen to them.
'I told you, you can't save everyone no matter how hard you try, for everyone you love will parish and you will be left alone to suffer and you will blame yourself for each tragic ending.' the voice said again.
"I will change this, nothing is ever set in stone. I will change the outcome I will change the ending, I will not let you win this one." she said back pushing herself to her feet and started running again with a new purpose in mind and that was to change and to find a way to save Airous and Willow.
'Selene!' came the one voice she wanted to hear and she turned to see them, both of them walking towards her and she ran up to them, but she didn't reach them in time as something out of the blue hit them and both of them were dead. She ran over held both in her arms crying, she failed again.
'I told you, you will fail this and you will always blame yourself for this.' came the voice once more.
***End of Nightmare***
Thats when she woke up with a start and a whimpering could be heard from Dimitri and she looked down to see him nudging her to wake up, her glass had fallen from where she had it and she sighed. She bent down and ruffled his head gently and smiled lightly, thankfully Willow was still asleep in her crib.
"I am alright Dimitri, I promise that though just very tired and stressed but then again, things are just getting in the way, now I know how Airous felt." she said to Dimitri and she waved her wand and her glass fixed itself and the tea went back into the glass though she would have to dump it out now.
"I think its time for dinner don't you Dimitri?" she asked the puppy which had grown since they had bought him and she went to the kitchen preparing dinner which consisted of: baked potatoes, Rice, mixed vegetables, and a roast that had onions on it for flavor and carrots with it.
Thats when she heard the tapping of the owl on the window and she opened it letting it come in to warm up and paid and took the paper and let it go. She always got the paper daily for any news especially considering her family, though she hated many of them, she just wanted to keep tabs on them all. She would have to wait to read the paper when Airous got home.